Sunday, May 21, 2006

hahaha... i am in a super duper good mood... lol... I so love my life.. hahaha.. my friends, my family, my babies and of cos not fogetting my sweet wonderful dear.. hahaha

in my previous entry i said something tt i wanted that cos 30 bucks right.. hahaha... this is it... hahaha... GRAB IT MACHINE... the smaller version of those that u find in the archades.. hahaha... super duper fun.. and super duper cute.. hahaha...

dear bought it for me (thanks dear... love u so much).. hahaha... i was going to save but then dear just wanted to buy... hahaha... he is so sweet lo... feel so bad... make him spend money on me... hahaha.. will make it up de... i will be the best gf.. hahaha... hopefully so... dear, am i a good gf le ma?? hee hee...

hahaha... its now in dear's house... din bring camera so got no chance to take pics... got music being played too.. hahaha.. so darn cute... we bought fox sweet to play.. hahaha... but then the sweets melt very fast.. hahaha.. next time will bring moo moo and see whether can pick it up.. hahaha.. by the way, moo moo is...

the small little cow with the tag.. hahaha.. my first prezzie from bao bei.. it was for our first first month and my bday present combine.. hahaha... smallest prezzie not counting jewerlly.. hahaha...

anyway, we bought it on Saturday... i went to school for project meeting with XT first.. was late cos i was suppose to meet her at 9am but in the end i woke up at 9am.. hahaha... oops.. anyway, we manage to get what we wanted to accomplish done with alot of time to spare.. hahaha... luckily i called and woke up bao bei.. if not he would have still be sleeping like a pig.. hahaha...

met him for lunch at Tiong Bahru.. so long never eat there le.. so so nice.. hahaha... then we walk walk and drank pao pao cha.. so long never drink le.. so so nice.. hahaha... life is so shiok hor.. hahaha.. anyway, we then headed to his place.. watch him play his games then after that i force him to watch "Devil Beside you" with me..

hahaha... not my fault.. my laptop could not watch so boh bin got to use his computer.. lol... Rainie Yang is so darn cute and the two guys... drool... hahaha... its a super nice show.. can't wait to go back his place and watch... hahaha... got something to catch my dear's attention le.. hahaha... i am so evil.. hee hee...

we had dinner at his place.. uncle bought for us.. so long never seen him.. hahaha... aunty was drunk.. so scary... i am so glad my mum does not drink.. love my mummy loads. but still, i love dominic so i love his mum too.. she is very very nice.. when she isn drunk.. hahaha... i hope she will be ok..

dear send me home after that... hahaha... cuddle and laid on his chest throughout the jourey.. so comfortable.. hahaha.. how i wish i never have to leave that... hahaha... i dun mind staying there forever... mmm...

anyway, i was a good girl on Sunday.. stayed at home and clean the house.. clean my room and babies cages.. now they are smelling nice and clean.. hahaha... help mummy clean my room le.. now my room is dust free.. hahaha.. so nice...

talk for a long time with dear over the phone.. actually, we din really talk much.. physically we were both on the phone but we were both doing our own stuff.. hahaha... he was playing hi game while i was disturning him by playing with the new msn paint.. hahaha... wrote msg for him ma.. nice ma?? hahaha...

he then came over to my place.. thanks so much dear.. it really meant alot to me.. my bro gf also came.. hahaha.. family dinner.. lol... so nice.. hahaha... we had our appetizers at my place... durian and xiao cai.. hahaha... very very nice... then we had dinner at UMA UMA MEN.. hahaha... very very nice... me and dear share two sets.. hahaha... yum yum... so so full.. hahaha...

the whole group then headed to NTUC where dear and my bro gf got a look at how my family shops.. hahaha.. esp when my dad's around... just thorw all the junk food into the trolley.... lol... but it was loads of fun.. and i am glad tt dear got a chance to bond with my family.. both are so important to me and i am so thankful and happy that both get along... hahaha...

shalalala.... life is so great... this week is the best week... hahaha... though SIP is killing me, with my friends, family and my bao bei, life can not get any worse...

Love my friends
Love my Family
LOVE MY BABY DOMINIC... muacks muacks :)

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
11:01 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

sorry.. haven been able to blog for so darn long.. haiz.. I miss the days where I everyday can come home.. on my laptop and then blog about the days events.. so much energy, so much time.. darn...

been so busy with school that I seriously have no energy.. the worst part is that the projects have not all really started yet and its just the begining of the semester... double darn... the worst part is SIP... that is sibei darn... hahaha...

imagine.. creating cover letter after cover letter for different companies... sending them out and then waiting for them to call for an interview... everyday u hold the phone close.. hoping that it will ring and that u can get your ass down for an interview and hopefully get accepted... the feeling is so much worst then projects... think of giving up.. its not like I did not try... I send to more than 7 companies la.. darn... haiz... dear God, please let me get a placement soon... please...

anyway, SIP is really draining my energy.. I have no mood to do anything else.. but well, I still get my projects done and try to add in study time... its just that this week I really am so tire.. come home, wash home and I am out in a matter of minutes.. super tired...

I saw shirleen in school and in Bugis.. she hasn change much.. slimmer but her darn irritating and attitude face remains.. hahaha.. sorry ar.. side track cos I just saw her name appearing on MSN.. lol...

well, thats the bad news.. the good news is that
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there will be more about my dear darling Dominic is this blog.. hahaha.. I am so so happy.. so glad that he came back.. hahaha.. actually he din really go anywhere la... but well.. thats a super long entry which I shall save for another time when I am more free.. hahaha...

14th of May will also be in another entry cos its a darn good and long one and it deserves a place of its own.. hahahaha..

well, Monday is lecture day so I basically just went for lecture after lecture... hahaha.. Joyce and Li min did not appear the whole day so I had lunch and sat with XT and Geraldine..

I hate or rather dislike people who purposely try to talk in accent just to attract attention.. I mean if it is continuous then its ok cos its like we know thats how u sound.. but just because u are presenting ad you talk like that... dam fake la... haiz..

anyway, overall, Monday was rather boring.. what do you expect from a long day (9am to 6pm) and the whole day is just lecture... hahaha...

Tuesday was more fun.. hahaha.. I went school for consultation where we were told that we are on the right track and is so far very good... hahaha.. I like it when I hear those words.. my group is just so efficient.. hahaha... have I said in any part of my blog that I love my group.. hahaha.. we only meet like once a week and we are still so efficient and so united,, this is what I call group project... hahaha... so darn happy.. love my girls loads man.. hahaha...

dear came to TP to find me.. hahaha.. nah.. he come got purpose.. my dear where got so nice come all the way to TP just to pick me up.. hahaha.. he came cos I brought him to take his picture for his resume.. the difference was that this shop gives in CD form so its much easier esp when send thru email.. rather good for future too.. hahaha...

anyway, after that we went to have lunch at East Link and then went to have Gelare at City Link.. hahaha... I am not going to grow fat... hahaha... I won't let it happen... hahaha.. anyway, I wore my pink dress.. hahaha... I think I amaze my entire group... lol.. maybe I should wear more pink in future.. lol.. that will the day man.. hahaha..

anyway, the food was good... the waffle with ice cream was even better.. whats best is being able to hug your love one and eat such a delicious and sweet desert.. I love my life.. hahaha... we then went to his place where I watch him play game and just slack.. hahaha... we ordered Mc for dinner since we both din feel like going out or cooking dinner... hahaha.... I am o not going to grow fat.. :P

Wednesday was also great.. met early for project and then went for tutorial.. I was so dan sian cos of SIP... no mood to listen.. I think Ms Chia tot so too since it became a 2 hour tutorial rather than 3 hours.. hahaha.. well, headed to dear's place where I made him the new recipe that I got to know.. Yoghurt fruit cocktail.. so darn nice la.. hahaha.. and its healthy.. lol...

Thursday was a hyper day for me.. don't know why.. I was just so hyper.. hahaha.... ding zui with Li min.. hahaha... siao one... anyway, tutorial was fun... basically OB and music.. had a 3 hours break where 1 hour was spent over the phone with darling and the other 2 with Xue Ting.. hahaha.. after that I went to Bugis to meet dear.. had lunch and then walk about...

I saw something that I so want.. but it cost 30 bucks.. sob sob.. I am so broke.. haiz.. should I get it.. hahaha... dear wanted to get but then I stop him.. don't want him to waste so much money on me la.. feel so bad... haiz.. should save up.. hahaha... hope it does not run out fast.. I want it.. hahaha...

dear din send me home.. bleah.. hahaha... but well, as usual, he was able to sweet talk himself out of the situation.. hahaha.. still dare to say his skills gone le.. hahaha.. well, practice on me only hor dear... hahaha...

Today was rather boring.. was in a bad mood in the morning so quite a number got to hear me swear.. hahaha.. anyway, the story of today is the fact that Joyce accompanied me to Depot road today... hahaha..

coincidently her friend stays in the block next to dear's... hahaha... super ciao.. we even shared a cab from Tiong Bahru.. hahaha.. so shiok.. hahaha... anyway, I slept at dear's place... love the feeling.. sleep in his arm.. being kiss on the forehead and cheeks... boy, I love my life.. hahaha...

I LOVE DOMINIC HUANG JIAN QUAN!!!

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
11:17 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

This is to all dear sweet mums who work so hard to raise us up and ensure our well-bring.. mums rock.. hahaha.. especially mine who has FOUR kids to raise.. hahaha... mummy received a kiss from me.. one after so darn long.. hahaha.. she even commented that she dun wan wash her face.. hahaha.. so cute la my mummy.. hee hee.. love her to bits man..

on a more happier and brighter note (not saying that mothers' day is not a happy day)

HAPPY ONE YEAR 3 MONTHS TO ME AND MY BABY!!!

Hahaha.. this one i super duper happy la.. hahaha... got story behind this whole thing.. hahahaha... but for now i want to bask in my happiness.. really feel like in dreamland and dun want to wake up.. but.. hahaha.. its realiy.. hee hee... dun wan to sleep le.. lol.. hahaha.. but tml got school.. so boh bian.. hee hee..

anyway, will blog more another day.. right now.. i want to enjoy my happiness.. hahaha...


love my mum loads.. love my baby loads too... muack muack muack.. :)


Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:49 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

I wish to be able to talk for hours

I wish to able to hear your voice every single day

I wish to be able to see you

I wish to be able to be in your arms

I wish to be able to wake up beside you

I wish to be able to hear your laughter and see you smile

I wish to be able to just be beside you

I wish for no arguments and no tears

I wish for you to be happy

I wish for nothing bad to happen

I wish that at times I can speak freely to you

I wish that I can just call u mine

I wish that I can say "I miss you" every single day

I wish you will say that to me those words I hold dear

I wish to say "I love you" till the end of time

I wish to hear those words till the last breath I take

I wish that I can kiss you and feel bliss in your arms

I wish you will kiss me and make me oblivious to those around

I wish for happiness between both of us

I wish to be call Mrs Huang in the few years to come

I wish to see your children grow up with glee

I wish to hear them call me "ma"

I wish for a dog to walk it around

So many wishes I have but will all of them come true

So many hopes and dreams that I want them to be true

But no matte how many wishes I have

I thank God that I am still yours for me to shower with care

Relationships are about giving and taking some in return

But I dun mind giving and get nothing in return

Cos I love you like crazy and want you to be happy

Thats my greatest wish of all

For you to be happy

:: My Secret Wish :: nothing

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
1:13 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I'm tired, cranky and moody... sob sob..

I need tender loving care... anyone willing to provide.. Dominic??

have been so busy with sch stuff that I have no time to go to the gym.. much less blog..

each day my laptop is on.. but doing what.. researching, writing script, doing presentation, CV, cover letter..

darn.. no life le.. haiz

I'm tired... finish one presentation and in 2 weeks time I need to do another..

when will it ever stop..

my head is aching..

the weather is super horrible..

and I am missing Dominic too much..

definitely not a good day..

so lets end it..

will write in proper paragraphs the next time..

will I have the time..

thank god is Vesak day tml..

I need a well, deserved break..

sorry..

entertain with pictures ya...

enjoy


Xan Orh Orh

The boys

Xan and his tissue



My beloved and precious Faith

:: My Secret Wish :: I wish for a future with u

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:43 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

sorry sorry.. i promised that i will get backon the track.. but yesterday things did not go as planned.. so i have no choice but to lag behind again.. so sorry.. promise will get back on track ya.. :)

anyway, yesterday i had a list of stuff to complete but in the end only manage to complete 2 stuff.. that is the run at the park and my music journal.. other than that i did complete anything else... haiz.. behind schedule but no worries... there is always Sunday right.. hahaha.. hope i am just not as slack.. :P

anyway, i woke up and came online.. check my school stuff, check email, and of cos blof for Friday's entry... then i watch some televison with my younger brother then came back to my room.. hahaha..

anyway, i decided to check out youtube.com as i heard there are pretty good things to watch on it.. hahaha... rumors stand correct... i manage to catch the few episodes that i missed of Campus Superstar and got to see Xin Huey and Zhi Yang perform 恋爱达人 again.. very interesting and i love that song.. hahaha..

also manage to see Rainie Yangs MTVs for her new album.. 理想情人 was the best in my opinion.. it really portrayed the story of me and dear when we first got to know each other.. and the MTV was so sweet and nice.. reminded me of my V day celebration with dear and made me miss him even more.. haiz...

anyway, downladed some cute videos of her too.. where she make funny faces and talk in her cute voice.. hahaha.. very cute.. very entertaining.. hahaha.. i think she is pretty.. hahaha... no chance of me getting her petite figure though.. sob sob.. :P

also watch certain episodes of Wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai.. hahaha.. especially the Chinese New Year episodes.. so dam funny.. even my siblings came to watch with me.. hahahaha.. overall, i spent the whole afternoon just watching you tube videos on my computer.. hahaha.. slack..

anyway, something about watching those videos make me think about dear more and more.. made me miss him so much that i called him.. hahaha... haven done so for 10 days le.. but i couldn resist.. just needed to hear his voice..

well, my waterworks on again though.. hahaha... had a good long cry.. guess all the emotions that ave been building up the last 10 days just exploded.. hahaha.. poor dear.. he hates to hear me cry.. but really boh bian.. couldn control.. well, at least we manage to have a good long talk.. one hour to be exact.. hahaha.. there goes my phone bill for the month.. sob sob.. i wanted to use my house phone but i did not want to spoil the mood and just hang up.. so i decided might as well continue talking..

idun regret it though.. i felt that the conversation really made us understand each other better.. well, 18 more days to go.. i can ren de.. will be paitient de.. cos i know that it will be worth it.. :)

Parent Trap was shown on TV today.. one of my favourite shows.. love it.. i think Lindsay Lohan did a fabulous job a acting both roles.. very nice, sweet, funny and romantic show.. wonder whether got VCD or DVD of that show.. i don't mind buying and keeping it.. so darn nice.. hahaha.. it will be worth it.. hee..

anyway, after the show i managed to get my music journal done.. hahaha.. at least that was done.. yipee.. hahaha.. dear then called me to deliver ome bad news... which made me dam pissed and therefore the "swearing entry"... don't get me wrong.. not pissed at dear.. pissed at the stupid SAF.. but well, thats the previous entry so no poin for me to swear here.. hahaha.. must not make it into a habit..

i miss my bf.. i miss him so much.. i want to cuddle him.. i want to kiss him.. i just want to see him.. sob sob.. dear dear, 18 days very long.. can shorter??

:: My Secret Wish :: To say "I DO" and be Mrs. Huang Xinag Zhen

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:50 AM


FUCK!!! this is going to be the first time that I am going to swear on my blog and it will hopefully be the last time that I do.. but then I am so dam freaking pissed that I don't care what others think.. I don't care what people will think of my image.. I am just dam freaking P.I.S.S.E.D to care..

FUCK THE S*F
FUCK THE SERGEANT
FUCK THE STUPID RULE AND POLICY
FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO CREATE THE STUPID RULE AND POLICY

I HATE PEOPLE WHO ABUSE THEIR AUTHORITY
I HATE PEOPLE WHO ABUSE THEIR AUTHORITY JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT
I HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST MAKE OTHER PEOPLE MISERABLE JUST BECOS THEY ARE
I HATE THE ARMY

dam... I haven felt so pissed and agitated for so darn bloody long.. and I haven swear for a dam long time.. I think even my friends are surprise at how much I can swear and how pissed I can get...

since the government come out with the freaking 5 day work rule, why shouldn't it apply to the army people.. after all they are Singaporeans and humans.. and better still, they are the people protecting the country.. why are they being treated like shit..

what the hell by cannot use SAF electricity.. what stupid rule is that.. if thats the case then why on air con.. why are even officers charging their handphones or watching tv at night.. bloody hell.. what the hell by saying just don't get caught.. if thats the case where is the line drawn for who can be caught.. so if lower rank do they get punished.. then who is keeping an eye on the higher ranks.. they get warn when a big shot is coming.. they are prepared.. yet they can just jump on the lower ranks and give out punishment as they please.. WHAT THE FUCK!!

its a Saturday.. there is no duty.. there is nothing to do.. its only 9pm.. sleep.. or stand at attention.. lame la.. its off office hours.. why can't they do as they please.. not like they are disturbing poeple... or eating snake on the job.. how freaking dumb can they be..

just becos the stupid fucked up sergeant having a bad day.. what right does he have to make other people's lives miserable.. what right does he have.. anyhow abuse his authority.. he should not be promoted.. he should be fired.. if not make him be a recruit.. and make him kena fucked upside down by those he did onto.. let him how it feels..

we are paying them to help the country.. they are obliged to do it for the nation.. so why should they be treated poorly.. why aren't they given rights.. to do what they want to do.. they are not distrupting anything.. they are just passing time.. is that a crime..

FUCK THEM ALL!!!

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
12:08 AM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

FUCK!!! i am dam freaking PISSED.. this is the first time and hopefully the last time that i am going to swer in my blog... but i don't care.. i am so going to swear man...

FUCK THE S*F
FUCK THE BLOODY SERGEANT
FUCK THE STUPID RULE AND POILCY
FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO CAME OUT WITH THE STUPID RULE AND POLICY

I hate people who abuse their authority..
I hate people who just want the thrill by abusing their authority
I hate those who people who fuck other people just because they are having a bad day
I hate people who just want others o be miserable just becos they are miserable
I hate the army

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
11:37 PM


hahaha.. sorry ar.. I abit lag behind... Thursday blog on Friday.. then now Friday blog on Saturday.. hahaha... too tired la.. so need to sleep.. then blog one day hen cannot continue le.. sorry sorry.. hahaha.. will try to et it back on track de... hee hee..

anyway, I woke up disoriented and my stomach hurting.. in other words I woke up on the WRONG SIDE OF THE BED.. dam.. aiya.. actually, be bed can only wake up one side since one side is against the wall.. hahaha.. but then, very long never wake up alone lei.. usually got people beside me de.. don't anyhow think hor.. me and my sis sleep on a King Size bed hor.. and e only guy I woke up beside is my dear.. when I go his house and take a nap.. hahaha.. miss that feeling..

imagine waking up.. then u blur cos u don't know where u are.. then an angel comes down and kisses ur forehead and gives a warm hug.. ooh.. nice feeling.. super nice.. sob sob.. I miss that feeling.. agrrhhh... I wan to experience it again and again.. can I, dear?? hee hee..

anyway, the entire house was empty.. so not use to it.. but well.. big girl liao.. hahaha.. anyway, at least I could take my time to prepare for school.. if not have to fight with 4 people to use the shower.. hahaha.. mummy not included since she seldoms go out in the morning..

anyway, left before the rain could drench me.. hahaha.. phew.. then headed for school.. first tutorial of the day: Business enterprise.. sob sob.. I dun like this subject.. for the sole reason that I have no intention to be an entrepreneur.. hahaha... oh well..

my good girl record kena spoiled.. din know got tutorial questions at the end of the lecture.. sob sob.. luckily it was discussed.. of not I die le.. hee hee.. cannot ruin my image ma.. hahaha.. anyway, I volunteered to be the first batch for the issue presentation.. get it over and done with.. if not ar, when project start will be even more troublesome.. hee hee.. but then.. hao xing mei hao bao.. kena difficult question.. sianz.. next week must present le.. my competitor is Geraldine.. hahaha... so sad hor.. but well, we are going to share resources since its the same question.. haha.. presentation will be different though.. hope all goes well..

din eat lunch cos anticipating my date with TAN PEILING.. hahaha.. she is my bestie for today man.. so good.. keep me company.. hahaha.. we went to PS.. took 65... ONE HOUR journey la.. so dam freaking long.. luckily got no jam if not my motion sickness will be dam jia lat... but I did have a minor headache.. hahaha.. but then got to talk with Peiling and a new friend.. Hui ying.. hahaha.. I now intruding into Peiling group of friends.. so horrible hor.. hahaha.. must make new friends ma.. hahaha..

we went to buy tickets to catch 1830 show.. hahaha.. since we were early we went to take neo-print.. the pics came out so so nice.. hahaha.. we were basically acting cute la.. hahaha.. typical girls.. but it all turn out pretty well.. except one which was a little blur.. hahaha.. but it was dam fun.. next time must take with the whole gang le.. very long never take.. anyway, after neo-print, there was just enough time to go to the washroom before buying our snacks..

POPCORN AND NACHOS.. yum yum.. hahaha... I whole day never eat to be able to eat this sort of fattening stuff and don't feel so guilty.. lol.. anwyay, what show did we catch..

hahaha... imagine.. 2 girls watching this show.. hahaha.. furthermore we kena the second seats from the front.. hahaha.. the only time I remember sitting in front was my 2nd date with dear.. we watch Catwoman.. also at PS.. hahaha.. I got no fate with PS man... make me strain my neck.. hahaha


Catwoman ticket

Mission Impossible 3

see the diffrence in the tickets.. hahaha.. one in 2004.. the other in 2006.. hahaha.. but than catwoman was really the front one.. but well, at that time can cuddle up to dear so no complains.. hahaha.. had none yesterday too since I am with my bestie.. how to complain.. hahaha..

after the show we split up to go home.. had a great day man.. or rather, the later part was.. hahaha..

tomorrow (today :P) I am going to be a good girl.. got alot of stuff to complete.. as such:
  1. OB tutorial
  2. Business enterprise issue presentation
  3. music journal
last but not least.. I am going to complete my cover letters by this weekend and send them le.. heard alot of people send le.. sob sob.. cannot lag le.. I need to get a place..

mot probably will run at the park later ba.. whle day sit down and do nothing will grow fat de.. hee hee.. hao ba.. I go kai gong le.. hahaha.. will update later then.. ciao..

:: My Secret Wish :: to wake up beside u everyday

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
11:14 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006

hahaha.. i realise i am a super lan at typing on computer.. dam.. hahaha.. i read my previous entry, which i did not spell check since i was rather lazy plus it took some time, and i realised how many typo errors are there.. God.. i am soo embarassed... next time must dilligently do spell check le.. at least can save some face man.. haiz.. so lan.. :(

hahaha... well, yesterday was a rather long day for me so i din manage to blog.. hahaha.. actually i did.. but then my gal friends on MSN came to talk to me.. then in the end i forgot about it.. hahaha.. oops.. i think i manage to blog till..

I am bored..
I am so bored..
I am so so bored..
I am so so so bored..
Sianz..

Boring Boring
I'm so bored
Anybody want some fun..

hahaha.. and i remember stating that i am a one man girl and thus those pervertic and bian tai people caan srat away and don't bother about me.. hahaha.. then after that i forgot about it.. hahaha..

but i really was dam bored last night until my gals came to accompany me.. super bored.. did not know what to do since i already had completed all my tutorials and even some for next week.. plus i had no inspiration to complete my cover letter so i din bother to open the file.. plus i din want to start playing games cos it would attract my siblings attention and that wouldn be any good since they all having exams.. so yeah.. i was super bored..

hahaha.. i started lessons at 9am which is one out of 2 days where i start early.. nothing much about the tutorial since i was so guai and did eveything so when it came to presenting answers, my group just copied word for word of mine and present.. hahaha.. i am such a good girl..

had lunch at Menza with Seok Hui, Geraldine and Joyce.. the Joyce talked about her past relationship and about Christian stuff.. we then headed to the computer lab where i was Joce's saviour as i helped her get her notes printed.. hahaha... i am irreplaceable and i am such a BHB.. hahaha.. sorry la.. hahaha

then i had music tutorial which was rather boring other than me getting the opinions of my temp perm from my friends.. hahaha.. all of which said i look good and assk me to do it permanent.. hahaha.,.they make me xing yang yang lo.. hahaha.. should i?? i even got xue ting gian about it.. lol..

anyway, me and XT headed to the library to borrow CD for the music journal.. going to swap with her on Monday then can share and compare notes... hee hee.. smart right.. hahaha.. after that i headed to give tuition..

stayed for 2 hours instead of the usual 1 and 1/2 hour since i wanted to make sure taht he understood what i was teaching.. seriously, i have never scolded him before.. haven even raised my voice or reprimand him even if he did not finish the work i have assigned as hw.. but then yesterday i almost broke the record.. haiz.. but luckily its was an "almost".. wanted to talk to his mum about it though but she wasn in.. i think he may be relying to much on me le.. which is not good.. i do want to earn money but still, i rather lose the money than to see his education suffer.. not worth it man.. haiz.. hope things will turn out better..

so i came home later and had my dinner later.. by then i wasn hungry so only ate some of the dishes.. and had youghurt.. hahaha.. yummy.. then i watch tv till aroud 9 plus.. after which i got bored and came to my room and got more bored.. hahaha..

talk to Marilyn on MSN.. so paiseh.. i din know it was her at the begining so i talked about her in the conversation... then she did not correct me.. so paiseh.. luckily never say anything bad.. hahaha.. well, nothing bad to say anyway.. i like her.. got to know her fairly recently but feel she easy to talk to.. she also Christian so she told me some stuff.. rather interesting.. but well, i got no interest to become a Christian.. hahaha...

slept at about 12.. hahaha... poor hammie.. he was found on the floor in the morning and who was in my arms.. don.. hahaha.. actually i hugged hammie in the night and don was beside me.. in the end don jealous ba.. lol.. hahaha.. seems like my soft toys got feeling too.. hahaha.. must sayang hammie le.. hee hee..

:: My Secret Wish :: to be yours forever

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:19 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hey hey... i just had two days of school... yesterday was too tired plus too busy.. so shll take the free time that i have today to blog ba.. hahaha.. must keep my life updated yeah... hee hee..

Tuesday 2nd May

class started at 0900.. i woke up rather late.. din hear my alarm clock ring... was so darn freaki tired... in the end had to rush to school.. hahaha.. but ok la.. i still managed to make it to school on time..

first tutorial of the semester... got to see all my fellow classmates.. alot of unfamilar faces man.. haiz.. nevermind.. take the chance to know more people.. hahaha... we also managed to form our project groups...

mine is group of 7 girls.. GIRL POWER.. hahaha... but not bad la.. at least i know mos of them.. hahaha.. guess i can get to know them during meetings ba.. hope it won' be like last semester... no offence to my previous group but seriously their working styles and mine seriously do not match la.. hahaha... don't know why.. i guess when u are so called "labelled" ur working style tends to be different.. but its not true to allcos i do know some people who are also "labelled" and they are fine.. hahaha.. different people ba..

anyway, rather big group... don't know why the lecturer wants so big.. to people, it means less work cos the work is divided into more parts.. but to me, it means more complex and more troublesome since it seems like all of us ave different CDS.. oh well, one step at a time ba.. hahaha....

i then went for lecture which was rather boring.. hahaha.. but ok la.. at least got Li min.. hahaha.. talk cock time.. hahaha... nah.. i still got pay attention.. i want my GPA to be higher.. hahaha.. higher means more chance to go university which to me its a swell thing.. lol...

after lecture it was still rather early so i went to TM with Geraldine.. she is part of Xue Ting gang.. hahaha.. new fried.. we walk about to kill time since she also had another appointment.. just walk and talk and got to know about each other..

headed for tuition then.. my student was rather not corporative today.. his concentration level was not there.. guess he was getting stress by his exams.. i also stress.. haiz.. how to improve a China's English.. God, please help him.. had a headache man.. think lack of sleep plus the stupid weather.. haiz...

i hate guys who stare at girls and especially those who approach and use cheesy lines.. so pathetic.. get a life man.. i was at the MRT station waiting for the train.. was leaning againt the wall where u can see the escalator.. this guy was taking the escaltor up.. did not noticed him but i sense someone looking at me so i turned and look.. he stared for quite some time la.. till he reach the top.. no manners.. then he approach me and said something like:

"Hey, why u staring at me.. want to know me issit"

wah liew.. please la.. who stare at who la.. idiot.. i hate this sort of brainless and no manners guys.. confirm don't know how to treat a girl right la.. ass... luckily the train came.. so i din bother about him and walk off.. wah liew.. can't believe this sort of guy alo exist.. phew..

anyway, came home, ate and studied... then had a terrible headache so decided to go and sleep.. but i slept happily.. hahaha.. cos an angel visited me.. hahaha.. shh.. my secret.. hahaha...

Wednesday 3rd May

today school started at 1pm.. so i woke up at 0900.. hahaha.. no link but well.. hahaha.. anyw, wash up and had cocoa crunch for breakfast.. yum yum.. hahaha..

i love my daddy.. ask him thday before to send me samples of resumes and once he reach his noffice today he did just that.. isn't my dad the greatest... hahaha... so happy..

but then i was even more happier when i fond the resume that i already did for my communication skills.. hahaha.. i sort of aced with that one so was rather pleased.. i had to go through 10 different floppy disks before i found it la.. and i had to do it on the acient computer downstairs... boh bian.. last time no latop so no thumbdrive.. hahaha.. luckily now i more sensible.. all my year 2 projects and assignments are on discs and kept nicely in a CD case.. hahaha.. smart right..

anyway, headed to school.. the computer lab was so dam cold la.. hahaha.. but well, it was e-business so what u expect.. and luckily it was Grace Chia who taught us.. she is one of my favourite teachers la.. dam cute and funny.. hahaha...

anyway, for team buliding she let us played Sudoku.. hahaha.. my team able to do quite fast.. thanks to allthe practice with dear on the book.. hahaha... i did Kuroku which is slightly different but well.. i still managed to help my team complete.. hahaha...

i went to the gym after school.. hahaha.. must not waste my money.. hee hee.. spent a good full 2 hours there.. 1 hour on cardio and the ext on tonning.. hahaha.. must keep it up man.. hahaha.. i am going to get the weight that its so desired by dear.. hahaha.. and why i do reach he will be the first to see me on a weighing scale.. hahaha... can't wait.. faster faster.. hahaha..

:: My Secret Wish :: To be the perfect girl just for you...

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:09 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

yipee... daddy came back from Batam trip with my younger brother... they went with his company... every year his company always organise overseas trip for the employees, employer and their families... hahaha... dam cool right..

this year they headed to Batam.. should have gone if I knew about me and dear... sob sob.. actually I asked my dad but he said due to security reasons then cannot.. so sad... but well, I guess there will be other chance.. hahaha.. furthermore, mummy wants to go so should be can go see see.. hahaha... they did not buy much back.. alot of food.. including dear's share... will keep for him till then ba.. hahaha.. hope it won't spoil... hee.. they brought back alot of sea shells..


sea shells

the center piece is a dead coral reef

finger decoration

nice right.. hahaha.. we had fun fighting on who took what shells.. hahaha.. my crazy sister was dam funny.. she and my elder brother stole each other's shells.. hahaha.. so they were bargaining with each other.. hahaha

daddy also bought passion fruit back... seriously, I haven seen one before much less eat it.. usually I only try in deserts or in bubble tea.. hahaha... cos dear likes the taste of the fruit.. so it was rather interesting.. it looks like a pear but the inside was very nice.. the seeds are edible too..hahaha.. so u basically just swallowed everything..


the whole fruit

the inside... see the seeds

the smell was quite nice too.. mummy wants to plant the seeds in her garden.. hahaha.. who knows, I may have passion fruit trees in the future.. hahaha.. then don't have to go Batam to find.. lol...

oh.. there was a hermit crab in the shells.. my dad and brother did not know.. it was only after we laid everything out to dry then we saw something move.. hahaha.. so cool.. it was dam small..


the thing at the bottom of the white shell

hahaha.. mummy wanted to go East Coast Park to set it free.. hahaha.. I think she was more eager for my dad to bring us go have seafood dinner.. lol.. cute mummy.. hahaha.. my birthday ba.. hahaha.. daddy already promise.. and dear is invited.. definitely since I know my dear loves seafood.. hee hee..

anyway, I woke up at 11 plus by my sister annoying voice.. she is having her exams so she wanted to ask me to teach her.. had to help her look for my all 10 yr series books.. I think I gave them away though.. hahaha.. so I volunteered to bring her go Popular to find.. hahaha.. in the end, me, my elder brother, sister and mum head out.. hahaha..

one thing about being attached is that I can't be bothered with my dressing.. unless I am going out with my dear all to places like dojo or orchard.. hahaha.. so I wore a shorts and a baggy shirt.. my hair was in a ponytail and wore my glasses.. hahaha.. dam slack..

anyway, we headed to popular where I bought my stationary stuff.. help my sis find her books too.. hahaha.. I am such a nice sister... lol..

we then headed to Genki Sushi.. yum yum.. hahaha.. mum's treat.. hahaha.. din eat alot since I don't want my hard work to go to waste.. but I did try the mua chi.. Jap style.. super nice.. hahaha.. it was cold and the skin texture was so good.. hahaha.. must bring dear there to try.. he will love it.. I think.. hahaha.. the total bill was 80 plus la.. hahaha.. 4 people nia.. hahaha.. thank you mummy.. hahaha..

we then headed to NTUC.. we bought a lot of junk food.. even though my dad was not there.. hahaha.. see dear, mummy also got pamper us de.. hahaha.. we bought jelly, yoghurt, hello panda, Oreo.. hahaha.. alot of stuff.. then mummy cheng ji ji hui... since kor was there.. hahaha.. so buy heavy stuff..

the bags

NTUC, mum's favourite place :p

the junk food

hahaha.. this is only part.. hahaha.. the jelly we bought 6 packs and the yoghurt we bought 2.. 3 packets of chocolate chip cookies (Boasters).. hahaha.. oh.. and one bottle of 7 up.. kor wants to make cocktail.. hahaha..

anyway, we then headed home.. then I printed my school stuff.. tat was when dad and guang came home.. hahaha.. while studying, I let Xan run around on my table.. the naughty boy.. he wouldn stay still..


his cute butt.. :P

hahaha.. in the end I got fed up and put him back in his cage.. so naughty.. make me so distracted.. hao xing mei hao bao.. hahaha... anyway, he knows I love him loads since I gave him 3 big special treats.. going to grow fat.. hahaha...

played with the boys too.. my juniors.. hahaha.. so cute lo..

u can stack them on top of each other and they wouldn move at all.. hahaha... my good boys.. love them to bits.. they must be missing dear.. hahaha.. cos everytime dear come they get more food to eat.. got someone else to play with also.. hahaha...

anyway, studied after dinner.. oh.. we had scallops for dinner.. hahaha.. yum yum.. mummy cook de.. so so nice.. so big.. should have taken photo.. now all in my stomach.. hahaha.. kor also open the chocolates that David gave him from Australia.. very very nice.. inside got peanut and mashmallow... yummy.. hahaha.. i'm gonna grow fat.. sob sob... anyway, I look through my lecture stuff and did my tutorials.. i'm such a good girl..

according to Sean who told me when I saw him that day... I need at least a GPA of 3 to get into university.. hahaha.. I went to check.. I got more than 3.. hahaha.. yipee.. so so happy.. hahaha..

hahaha... it was a rather irritating day.. my stupid sister don't know how to study quietly.. must read out loud.. my poor ears.. and my poor babies.. she read TO them la.. siao one.. hahaha.. she say the last time she did so she did well for her exams.. my lucky babies.. hahaha..

a minor hipcup today but other than that I had loads of fun.. haven laugh so much for so long.. especially its with my family.. love them to bits man.. I can't imagine life as an only child.. I would have gotten more attention and more money.. hahaha.. but I think I would be like dam bored and lonely.. though irritating and annoying, they really colour my life.. hahaha... love them loads...

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