Wednesday, September 27, 2006

yipee...



im officially 19 years old.. hee hee


according to Governments ruling.. nothing significant about the age 19... hahaha... still cannot go see RA21 and smoking, drinking and blah blah can do at the age of 18.... Clubbing can do at 18 except for some which need to be 21 or 23... hahaha...


so nothing significant... other than the fact that it signifies that im growing older *sighs*, and im reaching closer to age of career life *double sighs*....


but hey, it also means I am close to getting married... lol.. yeah rite...


anyway, had a great bday.... so many prezzies and well wishes from so many people... so here is a shout out to those who made my bday extra extra special and memorable..

from secondary sch, we have my darlings lili, xin yong, Nina and even dear Zhi hui... plus, michelle , sue yi and also Kang bee... tt was a huge surprise for me.. been out of touch with KB since graduation... was dam touch when she wished me... over MSN of cos.. lol..


then of cos there are my dear poly mates... those wondeful girls and guy who is always there for me when I need them the most... PNX (pei ling, nerine and xue ting), the c.c (li min and steffi).. my dear celine and Geraldine... and also not forgetting Gavin... my buddy who accompanied me throughout the nites where we both were rushing to compile our group projects..


then there is my upstairs neighbour... Sean the lad... hahaha.. thanks for the treat at coffee bean... its always fun to talk to u.. and very convenient as well.. lol..



of cos, there is also my bestie best friend since nursery... STEPH... hee hee... and also Juleen... was dam happy when I saw the e-card she sent... was very touch that she remembered... thanks alot girl...

of cos, idiot Jing hong also remembered my bday... lol... stupid ass... how many years say will pass me my birthday present... bluff people.. idiot.. lol.. but well, im glad u remembered idiot.. hahaha.. thanks to alvin too for remembering... =)

next we move on to my SIP company.. yup.. they remembered... hee hee... was so darn touch when I saw a piece of chocolate cake and even a present which was for me... was only expecting well-wishes... i've only work here for 2 weeks plus and they already treat me like one of their own... thanks a lot.. thanks to Azlina, Gabriel, Lilian, Hui Leng and not forgetting my boss KK... I love there bracelet they gave me... will always treasure it... =)

of cos.. my family never failed to celebrate my bday.... we celebrated over the weekend since they knew that I wouldn be free on the actual day.. lol... daddy brought me to Paris which is now called Family for buffet dinner... yummy.. all the expensive sea food... dear was just commenting days ago that he wanted to come eat here... hahaha... his wish was answered... thanks so much daddy...

mummy made me her special chocolate cake... which was very nicely decorated... haha.. can open shop le.. hee hee... as usual, it was delicious though I only had a bite as I was already so darn full.. thanks alot mummy...

my siblings gave me "hong bao".. hahaha... they were supposedly to get me a bag... but what the heck.. let me buy whateva I want.. hee hee... a huge thanks to Ai, kor and guang... love u all loads...

thanks to men for remembering too... its been ages since we last met up... will go back to Malaysia soon k... then can hang out together... dun worry, will send u ur "key" for ur 21st birthday... lol..

and last but not least... dear dear Dominic... must keep the best for last ma.. lol...

I got my 4 prezzies from my dear dear this bday.. spent a bomb on me this lovable boy... hahaha... got my chickling, a bracelet, a necklace and a pair of earrings.... ooh... that means I got a total of 5 prezzies... hahaha.. cos dear dear brought me to eat Hagadaz to eat FONDU!!! yumyum.. it was very very delicious.. and very filling.. and very fattening... lol.. but hey, u only become 19 once a lifetime.. lol.....

there were 14 scoops of ice-cream... Strawberries.. Apples.. Banana... chop nuts... love letter... Cookies and even cheese cake... of cos.. not forgetting the huge pot of hot chocolate... which me and dear dear finish every drop.. it was so darn good... yummy... thanks alot dear dear... love u so much...

will post the pics later k? when I get home... once again.. thanks a million to every single one who made my day extra memorable.. love u all loads... muack!!!

:: My Secret Wish :: that all my darlings, lovelies and friends stay happy and live a long ripe age =)


Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:51 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

I am feeling bored..
I am feeling down...
dam... dun u hate this type of feeling... it doesn help that im stuck at the office so far from home... nothing to hug... nothing to do... all I can do is to stare at the sceen and wait for my supervisor to pass me stuff to do... it oso doesn help tt im feeling sick... haiz...
as I sit at my table, looking at other pple's blogs, I am suddenly filled with a sense of lost... a sense of loneliness... as I look at other people's photos, I wonder y my life isnt like tt...
I wonder wat would life be if I had chosen JC... I wonder what will I be doing now instead of being on attachment... would have I pass my As? would I have gone to uni... would I be attach...
having gone to poly, I lost many frenz... my sec sch frenz... those at dojo.... suddenly those happy times tt we had in the past seem long gone... the times we hung out after sch to play basket ball.... time got caught my the stupid "San" for god noes wat... it was hectic.. but it was pure innocent fun... the times where a group of us would go for movies... go singing... or just eat the coffee shop after an activity....
all those times seem gone.. now I cant relate to them.. or much less talk to them.. have I change? or have they change? its sad when u see ur past frenz, they are still one clique... they still take pics... but the only person excluded from it all its u...
of cos.. I made my share of frenz in poly as well... PNX2, The CC.. and many many more.. frenz whom I noe would stick by me.. frenz who will always be there to pick me up when I fall.. poly let me experience working life.. it help me learn more about myself..... it help me found my passion...
importantly, it help me find my bf... the guy who I depend and lean on.. the guy who gives me love, courage and strength to face each new day... he is there for me whenever I ned him.. he makes me smile.. he gives me hugs.. he makes me feel warm and fuzzy.. there are tears, arguments.. but who can ever call a relationhip perfect... if anyone saes tt their relationship is perfect, I can bet that they are not human... confirm plus definite plus chop....
but even though I gain so much.. I wonder why muz I loose so much too... I miss my sec sch frenz.. I miss dojo frenz.. I wish I could hang out with them.. talk to them.. laugh and take pics together once again...
haiz.. I ask too much... I expect too much.. maybe thats why me and dear argue... cos I expect too much.. but if a person doesn expect, how is the person to aim.. how is the person supose to dream...
feel like crying.. so emotional these few days.. even I cant explain to dear how im feeling.. I just feel lost in my emotions... just feel tired and confuse...
blame in on the weather?
blame it on the fact that it is a Monday?
Blame it on God?
or blame it on myself?
birthday is coming... supposedly to be a joyful affair... but will my mood be sorted out... will I feel happy on my 19th birthday? I am supposedly to be older... to be more mature... but am I? I lost confidence... not in people..
but in myself
:: My Secret Wish :: to feel happy... to be happy

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
2:51 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I have no idea wat im waiting for... hahaha... actually, im waiting for November to come.. hee hee.. its so bored here now... theres nothing to do... sob sob...
one month of training will be gone just like tt... its coming to the end of Sept le.. time pass so fast...but tts good.. cos means my bday is coming.. hee hee... im very proud of my bday k? actually im proud of my whole family bday... dam zai one...

hahaha... can see pattern ma... the two elder ones are both of 27th while the two younger ones are 8th... my brothers come first followed by my mum whom they are more close with... then my dad followed by the two girls... and coincidentally, we are closer to my dad... my parents noe how to plan... hahaha... I think better for them oso... easier to remember.. lol... they already have problems remembering our names le... haha...too many "Xiang"... call us by our last name oso difficult: Han, Zhen, Ai, Guang... dam fun to bully them... or push house work...

example, they wanted me to go and take something from upstairs... instead they went: "Han, bring down blah blah blah for me can?"

hee hee... not my pasah already... cos my name wasn call.. lalala... the benefit of having too many siblings... hahaha... another interesting fact about my family is that in the past, many would say that me and my elder bro looks like a couple... cos we always took pics together... now, everyone says my younger sis and bro are a couple.. lol.. will post a pic to illustrate wat I mean... if I can remember to do so.. hee hee...

my boss just walk pass.. haha... he ask my supervisor to pass me things to do... but even my supervisor is bored... darn.. lol.... anyway, peak period is next month onwards... I m warned... lol... like my co. ... its very relax... very casual... there is office politics though... "black sheep"... not going to get involve.. I dun wan to fail SIP... hahaha...

hmmm... cant wait for my bday to come.. according to dear dear, I am going to get 4 prezzies.. expensive desert, something to hug, something to wear and something to keep... I already noe the hug one.. lol... dear bought it yesterday... make me ian.. cos in the end I couldn bring it home since my bday haven reach... lol.. I oso noe the desert le.. the long awaited steamboat ice-cream at Hagendaz.... yummy yum yum... dun noe wats the other 2 though.. surprise ba.. hee hee...

dear bday just pass not long ago too.. I oso got him 4 stuff... something to eat, something to use, something to play and dinner...

dinner was at Ajisen... something to se was a wallet set that came with a wallet, cuff links and coin pouch... something to play was a headphone for his PSP and something to eat was a home-made bday cake made my urs truly... it can be found in Cottage Pie... mum took the recipe from there and ended some variation to it.. hee hee...

was so happy when his uncle and his mum tried the cake.. they ask me open cake shop.. hahaha.... so nice... I like his family.. not becos tt they praise me, but they treat me good and welcome me in... not like other pple tt I noe of... lol

well, my passion is in the evnt industry... maybe when I get tired of it and want to change then may consider opening ba.. lol... if I still remember how to make tt is... lol... mum kept calling me butter fingers... dam... I so cant cook... actually I can... in dear house.. lol... not so high tech stuff still manageable... mum should downgrade her equipment.. for my sake.. lol...

going to head to the mail room... then hopefully that will occupy me for an hour or so... lol... im so bored.. time pass faster when there are things to be done... even the most boring things can make time pass faster... I should noe having compared idling away and doing stuff like pasting "Italy" of size font 8 over the words "PRC" for more than 800 brochures... lol...

okie dokie.. will update again soon... if my work continues to be idle... hahaha.... I may go start playing neo-pets... lol... see ya...

:: My Secret Wish :: to be happie happie happie =)


Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
2:43 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
What's Your Love Style?

Quite true yeah... hahaha... actually, dear dear will be the best judge...lol


How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.
How Are You In Love?


eh... in the past the falling in love part would be true...but now not so... the fall out and bouncing part is so not true yeah.... 85% accurate la


Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
What's Your Ideal Relationship?


haha.... i do want to be Mrs Huang.. lol... the plan was that he propose when i reach 21... will it happen? hee hee..

Lim, you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

dear dear... true mah?

Lim, your relationship destiny is to Find a Fairy Tale Ending

Cinderella, Snow White — those ladies knew what they were doing. And like these fairy tale heroines, you're a princess at heart who believes that love really does make the world go round. Of course, you're not waiting to be swept off on someone's white horse — you're a modern gal who's not afraid to do a little rescuing yourself.Independent and confident, you're not about to rely on fate to give you what you want. You've got the drive and spirit to pursue your dreams and find your own destiny. And you're sure to bump into Prince Charming along the way. That's a happy ending!

dear dear, i was the one to chase u rite? so are u my prince charming? will we live happily ever after... huggies

Is It Time to Break Up?
Do other people say your relationship makes them feel sick? Ignore them — they're not trying to drop a hint, they're just jealous. And we don't blame them — it looks like your relationship is perfect. So why are you wasting your time taking this test, anyway? You should be with your boyfriend, taking advantage of the passion that's still in full-force.
On a more serious note, the respect and admiration the two of you have for each other makes your relationship a rare find. Not only do you feel a strong romantic connection, but you're also extremely close friends — a truly wonderful combination. Please accept our sincere congratulations, and go enjoy the love you've found!

haha... i did ans how i felt and this is wat i got... not bad huh... hahaha... happy happy happy... should ask bao bei o it too.. hee hee.. then see whether same anot... lol

Lim, you're fit to commit because you know what you want

You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work.You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want.


Is He "The One"?
There's definite potential here — he just might be "the One"! Maybe it's too early to tell if this is really "Mr. Wonderful," but it sounds like you've found someone great. There's no strict definition of love, but there are some things to think about that might help you to discover if this relationship is meant to last. Do your best qualities seem to shine when he's around? Do you find yourself overlooking pet peeves just because he's the guilty party? Do you feel all warm and fuzzy just thinking about him, even when he's not there? When you think about your future, is he in the picture? These are just a few of the good signs.
There's no easy recipe for a long-lasting relationship, but you've found some of the main ingredients. Chemistry is definitely a great foundation. Then you add some trust, communication, and respect. Of course, a dollop of humor and a generous amount of romance make it much more satisfying. There are many more things you can add to make it better, but that depends on the needs of the relationship and the individuals. The two of you have clearly mastered some key elements and seem well on your way to building a loving, long-lasting relationship. If, however, you have some doubts about him, or if this relationship isn't truly what you want, listen to your inner voice. "Forever" shouldn't be taken lightly. Try to explore your fears and concerns thoroughly. And, remember, if he's not "the One", that's okay, because you'll find someone who is even better for you. It's a win-win situation!


lol... happy happy happy.... cos i always knew dear dear was the one... lalala... dear dear, u shall take this test and see whether im the one... lol

lol... bored... so decidedto take some test... in the end i ended up taking more than expected... lol... my IQ is above average... hee hee.. dun wan put up on my blog... shall be fo my reference and dear reference only... =)

go take ba... the above are from blogthings or something in that manner... the last few are from tickle... i did the IQ test and they send me my evaluation... go try try... quite fun... hee

:: My Secret Wish :: All the good things come true, all the bad stuff "siam"


Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
2:57 PM


hahaha... this post is gonna help me for my e-jounal entries for my SIP... hahaha...as most noe... i started SIP last week le... working as an event coordinator at NUS... 5 days a week... 830-6pm daily... haiz...

im dam bored now la.. as u can see from the time, i am supposedly to be working... but currently got no events... all the "sai kang" also completed le... so relativel free... according to my boss, busy period starts from next month onwards.. cant wait.. even if it means OT... i just want to get into the feel of my passion...

anyway, some random stuff that i have learnt at work thus far

  1. when they mean casual, its seriously casual
  2. when they mean walk about, they mean at any time of the day
  3. never be the odd one out in the co.
  4. try to be in a co. that is made up of more or less of ur race
  5. stay out of office politics
  6. Chinese is getting very important
  7. franking mail
  8. credit card payment
  9. always check for mistakes
  10. make the most boring stuff interesting by being innovative
  11. a shawl is never enough at NUS
  12. MSN is the new way of communication
  13. Sony Erricson 750i is PAC co. phone
  14. when in doubt always clarify
  15. when leaving NUS, take the bus from the start... it pays to spend extra time on the bus then at a bus stop

haha... as i said, these are just randon stuff that comes to my head... they may not make any sense now, but once explain.. hahaa... but im currently lazy to explain... plus the cmputer is ancient so its dam noisy to type... lol....

i miss my lappie... its been ages since i last on it... ok.. actually i just did on Sat...but compared to last time where its on standby and on everyday, i did nt touch it throughout the week... dam...

haha.. anyway, tts all for now.... will post pics once i have the time and when i get back my cable from baby....

cheerios =)

:: My Secret Wish :: the times spent in ur arms is nv enuf


Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
1:54 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

I know hat I am suppose to be recapping bout the last few weeks but I have so busy that I totally forgot... hahaha... Actually, no la.. That's not the case... I log onto blogger and then suddenly my mind goes blank and then I realise I dun know where to begin which leads to me not blogging... I know.. I am horrible, terrible and incorrigible... forgive me k?

in return, I shall post some pics of the last few weeks k... haha... pictures speak a thousand words... so yeah.. hahaha..

but then, to recap about today though... hee hee... went shopping with darling today... that boy is just so lovable... he was late but still lovable... hahaha... anyway, that poor boy forgot to charge his PSP... tot he was going to be darn bored.. luckily he got entertained by the Baby blue in my bag... haha....

we went to Chinatown for my shopping spree... mum gave me money to shop since I did not spend a bomb I Malaysia since in the first place I did not go.. hahaha... anyway, basically shopping for my SIP stuff.. Start this Monday... the dress code: jeans + t-shirt... hahaha... I think the rest are all going to kill me.. lol... well, its an events co. so other than on event days, preparation time I need not wear formal... yipee...

got myself some tops and jeans... dear intro me to the famous frog leg porridge...last time if u ask me to eat frog, I would rather eat a carrot... now, it doesn seem so bad... actually, its very nice.... very different from chicken and fish but overall till very delicious.... the century egg porridge was heaven though... very yummy.... and it was worth it too... to bad it was so darn hot... hahaha....

after that, we continued to walk around before heading back to Tiong Bahru and eventually his place... watch "Take the Lead" again on DVD... man, I love that show.. actually I love any show that includes music, dance and love of the opposite skin colour... like "Save the last dance", "Guess who", "Coyote Ugly"... love them man... hahaha....

after the show, dear was supposedly to be resting... but I was lying on his chest and singing songs.. hahaha... and I was just anyhow singing... u know... going "la la la" hahaha.... wanted to go to the living room, but dear wouldn let me go... hahaha... weird boy... but it was dam comfortable... nice chest... lol...

well,that sums up my day... hahaha... shall leave the pictures to do the talking... enjoy =)


this is e-diot... a new member of the family

thats me trying to act cute

thats me and baby during our singing date

me and baby

PNX2.. my lovelies

thats the extended family of me and dear

this is tomboy who loves posing @ camera


this is one of my project's product

dear dear during his 3 day2 night stay @ my place

and for people to suan me, my lousy bowling scores.. third one

:: My Secret Wish :: DnX happily ever after =)


Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:54 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

hey hey... I am so darn freaking happy... hahaha... After so darn long... I finally change by blog skin.. hahaha... spent the while morning trying to figure out how to do the HTML coding... hahaha... and finally its done... yipee...

was suppose to go out with T.C.C but then I wasn feeling well.. been having diarrhea and flu... so in the end did not manage to go...so sorry gals... promise another time we will go sing to our heart contents k? muack...

anyway, I can't wait for dear to see my new blog... hee hee.. I think he will be very proud at my achievement.. lol.. to many, this may just be a simple thing to do... but for an IT nut like myself, this was super hard la... I had to keep looking at the preview to see wad I change and whether I was correct... Tedious... dun think I will be changing again any time soon.. hahaha...

I like my blog skin... it has retain the black background which is one of my favorite colour... plus, the picture is of stars... my favourite too... miss gazing at stars with dear dear... use to do so in the past together with watching the sun set... hmm... maybe if I do find one f sun set I may change again... hahaha...

anyway, shall blog again later about the other stuff... today is blogging day... lol... shall update everyone of my dull boring life...

cheerios...

me and dear dear

loving couple =)

:: My Secret Wish :: My wishes to come true, my hates to disappear

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
12:26 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

okok.. its going to get very very very confusing... hahaha... sorry sorry... but cannot help it de... hee... cos I am a few, okok, alot of entries behind... loads of missing dates and activities, outings and other stuff... so its going to get confusing as wadeva comes to then I shall say ba... haha.. so pls forgive me for my super messy, untidy and unkept entries.. hahaha... I will try to be as less confusing as I can k? hahaha...

anyway, this is basically how the entries will be classified under...

  • Poly Life
    • exams
    • Group outing
    • T.C.C
    • P.N.X2
    • SIP
  • Babies
    • Faith faith
    • Clean-up
  • Shopping
    • Converse Sale
    • New Gadgets
  • Shows
    • Sweet Bride 18
    • My name s Kim Sam Soon
    • Movies watch
  • Dear Dear
hahaha... not in that order yeah... but around like that la... hahaha... cos if dear dear was put last, he will most probably kill me for leaving him out for so darn long... hahaha...

anyway, I hope everyone is well... going to start my attachment soon... before that I will try to get everything out ba.. hahaha... if I can... lol.. no promise k? hee...

Some pics from each section... enjoy =)


me and Geraldine @ Sentosa


Faith Faith

PNX2

converse

me and my bao bei

:: My Secret Wish :: More happy times, more happy memories =)

Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:52 PM

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:: I am 21 cum 27th Sept ::

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