Thursday, June 28, 2007
To Show My Existence
Just to show that i am currently still alive, i am here to blog for awhile... lol.. been busy with school, gaming and my current craze, online shopping... lol... busy busy busy... plus, i have taken up the hobby of making my own necklaces and charm bracelets... nah... none of them are for sale.. not going 2 vie wth theincreasing online stores... just making to past time and also for those around me... realise that its much cheaper to buy pendants and interchange with different chains.. hahaha...
anyway, i'm quite lazy to elaborate further so i will post pictures instead k? a picture speaks a thousand words.. plus, my eyes are quite sore... hope i am not getting an eye infection.. i'm so dependent on my contacts... =(
Photos are mainly abt gaming, recent outing with gals and old random photos of me,me and bf...haven been taking much photos plus my online shopping stuff photos are still in my hp.. of cos, there isn't much to take abt sch too.. lol...
will blog soon... Majong session with childhood friend Steph, her siblings, my siblings and bf tml..shld be loads of fun since parents are away for cousins's wedding.. lol... hopefully will take pics yeah... till then... =)
My Recent Gaming Craze
ShopMania: A very stressful game
Burger Rush: A stressful game for Bf (dun understand y though..lol)
Burger Island: Very fun game of making burgers
Diner Dash 2: Can find this game anywhere and everywhere
Recent Outing with Sec Sch gals (more to come)
recent clubbing outing to welcome Zhi Hui Back
the ex 4/6 girls
Random Photos of me and Bf
a random photo of me
random photo of me and bf
tongues out
8:50 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Happy Happy
I am happy, I am glad, I finally found out, I finally found out how to do my archive...
Yipee.. i am a genius.. i was looking at my blog and i was feeling vexed that i couldn't view my past entries.. plus, every time i added a new one, one more would be gone.. which was quite saddening... so i tot and tot.. and Eureka, i did it... i manage to find a way to do the coding for my archive.. the first time i tried, my entries were all over the page and not obediently in the place assigned to them... which made my whole blog look messy and ugly.. so i decided to scratch the idea of having an archive corner...
but now, TADAH!!! i did it.. so proud of myself.. especially since i am a total IT nut... can't wait to tell My IT guy about it.. he is currently sleeping since he has to work tml..
by the way, i am feeling much better... my IT guy came over today even though i told him it wasn't necessary.. but he was so sweet... anyway, he came over and had dinner and as promised brought me to drink bubble tea completely violating what my mum said.. lol... then we did a little retail therapy and now i have a brand new bag for school.. yipee...
so a little retail theraohy and loads of love from my IT guy really makes a sick girl happy =)
p.s. if u realise, there is a double meaning to "my IT guy" with "IT" as the abbreviation of "Information Technology" and "IT" as really "IT"... u know, the guy i wanna marry =) toodles
11:50 PM
SpongebobNope.. i am not referring to the cartoon or their life performance that is held in Singapore (though i have to say that the real-life Spongebob looks hideous and totally unlike the cartoon with his head sticking out like tt...), but to the square yellow pillow with a face that i not long ago sewed for my baby...
when i had my attachment at NUS, me and baby went to Ikea to get a pillow for me to lean on so that my back wouldn hurt so much... also since everyone in the office had one, i tot "join the club"...
so we headed to Ikea one fine day and we ended up getting two square yellow pillows... two becos i was thinking that dear would also like having one at his office so that when he takes a nap it would be more comfortable.. but well, the poor pillow ended up fighting for attention on his crowded bed.. anyway, mind did ended up in the office after which my place...
so around last month or so, i was at home, super bored and super alone.. needed something to take my mind off things.. so i tot to myself that since our 2 yrs 3 months is approaching soon, why not make a gift for him.. and so, i took the nearest thing around me that i tot i could work with.. and since i was lying on the bed, the yellow pillow was the first thing that caught my attention..
i did made a pillow for him before.. or rather it was a bought heart-shape with hands pillow and i sewed on his name and made it into a smiling face.. but sadly, the poor pillow ended up in his cupboard with a rubber-band on its side as it had a huge hole in it.. baby said it was proof that it was well loved and used.. just not well taken care of... haiz..
anyway, i tot that an Ikea pillow wouldn suffer such a bad fate ba... and to make sure, i double sewed everything.. so i made some sketches which turned out like this..
sketch quite a number for both sides of the pillow... even asked my siblings for their opinion... and as discreetly as possible, i tried to ask baby what he wanted.. and from my interpretation, i decided upon this two..
cute rite.. lol.. but sketching was the easy part.. the hard part was sewing.. i confessed that the first pillow i did for him, i had loads of help from my mum.. hahaha... i am just not those girly girls who can sew, cook, do flower arrangements and other stuff.. unfortunately, no help from mum this time round she wasn in Singapore.. darn.. so here it went..
first step was drawing the stuff with a pencil on the pillow, which seems easy but it wasn as it was hard to draw on that material...
then i had to sew the outline of the heart..yes, i sewed the outline.. i did not take the easy way out and used a black marker instead.. thats why it isn't as pretty.. haiz..
next was filling the hearts with red thread... tot it would be easy.. just cover the yellow part... again, i was wrong.. in the end it was a protruding heart as certain parts i had to do many layers to make sure it was well covered.. but oh well,gave a 3D effect.. lol..
then it was on to the second heart... yeah yeah.. it isn't that pretty when its close up.. but when its far away...
ttttaaadddaaahhh... not so bad rite...considering i was just a beginner.. lol... was pretty proud of myself... well.. the job was 1/4 done... the next part was the pictures..
the pictures look like real developed pictures because they are real developed pictures...and no, i did not sew the pictures directly onto a pillow.. what i did was take an A4 size transparent file and sewed that file onto the pillow.. it was dam hard since the file was hard... but it paid off... now, not only the pictures are well protected from drool, but they can be interchange with other pictures since it can be removed.. smart rite.. my inspiration.. Goong/Princess Hours.. nice rite
well, half of the work was done.. now it was the other side that needed some spicing up.. haha.. i should have just stop with one side of the pillow.. but well, i was still bored and i tot that since i was getting the hang of it, why not continue.. so here it went..
heart number one... hundred percent sewing here.. okok.. the outline was with a black market.. but well, i was getting tired.. so can't be blame.. hee hee..
two hearts beating as one.. and yes, my one looks nicer... cos i did mine second and u know what they always say "practice makes perfect".. lol.. =p
the face... cute rite.. hahaha... i have no idea why baby chose the fang over bunny teeth, tongue and other cuter stuff... hahaha.. but well, it is still cute and unique..
and last but not least, the face is done.. isn't it adorable.. lol... it was really an accomplishment for a girl like me.. lol... but the job was only 3/4 done... there was a final msg that needed to be written..
well, u can't have such a sweet and beautiful present without some sweet words rite.. of cos, the front said "DNX Journey" but where was the love... so in the end, i decided to add a post script..
and finally the job was done... perfect.. =)
mind you, i completed the whole thing in a week.. and everyday i was out at Amore during the day... so this whole project was done during the wee hours of the morning... touching rite.. hahaha...
anyway, i dubbed it spongebob since i couldn think of any other name for it..lol.. currently it is at my place.. i did brought it to his but well, lets just say it came back.. baby reason is that if it is at his place, it will end up a stinky spongebob.. lol..
note to self: need to take pics of baby hugging spongebob... hee hee..
Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
10:22 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Bitchesnow, considering that i am sick and currently emotionally depressed, this may seem very harsh but its truly how i feel and so its strictly my opinion... if u share my opinion too, congrats, if not, just go type in another person's blog address...
some girls can be a real bitch, slut and an overall pain in an ass... seriously...
i just read Xiaxue's blog where she was ranting on how she can't stand girls from foreign county who try to steal Singapoe men... and she continued on to state how she can't stand the vast majority of men as they feel that it is alrite that their fellow guys sleep around since it is a "guy thing"..
then Ms Cindy also commented in her blog about how she shared Ms Xiaxue's sentiments of the topic as well...
fine.. i understand that it is totally their opinion and they have the right of freedom of speech... but seriously, to me, its all bull..
so if foreign women snatch Singapore men it is a super horrible and hellish thing to do.. but Singapore women snatching foreign guys are not.. wtf... just becos these foreign women are maids who need or want the extra cash, it makes them sluts... but rich, pretty Singaporeans who sleep with Ang Mohs' for maybe the same reason are not... ....
serious bullshit... i agree if these women spoil a relationship or a marriage then yeah, they are sluts and they should be condemmed... but please, Singapore women are the same... Ms Cindy for example and alot more... so should we now classify her as a cheap slut too...
some people condemmed other people without looking at themselves first.. just becos they may be of higher education and higher status makes them more worthy to sleep around... its crap..
i am super pissed
Update:
i just read through Xiaxue's comment box hopping to find that there are actually more sane and unbitchy people around... guess not... there were so many who actually approved... dam.. so appalling.. me and dear dear were having a conversation just an hr before on how there is not one girl who becomes pretty and her characters still stays as the nice girl-next-door... either they became more stress and paranoid or they became slutty n bitchy... we tried to find a real life example, but couldn come up with one.. so sad.. what in the world is the wold coming to..
well, thats my own personal opinion... tata
Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
9:32 PM
Music and Lyrics
Music and Lyrics soundtrack lyrics -- Don't Write Me Off .. Hugh Grant It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually somthing on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I havn't felt like this since before Frankie said relaxand
now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet
For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called formor glorys
but you've given me a reasonto take another chance
now I need you inspite the fact
that you've killed all my plantsand now I know
that i've already blown more chances
then anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you isdon't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet
Music and Lyrics soundtrack lyrics -- Way Back Into Love .. Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feelI need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh
meaningful and nice lyrics from the movie Music and Lyrics...it was a very nice and moving show... and i just love the music of the movie... it really showcase wat love is about and how people feel... superb show... if u haven watch it, go and rent the movie k? its worth it =)
on a heavier note, i hope that my dear daughter, Lili, has settled her problems.. feel very very guilty that i caused the rift between her and Darren... if u are reading this babe, please accept my heartfelt apologies and i hope that everything will work out... no matter what i will be here for u =)
on a sad note, i am not feeling well.. haiz.. having the worst headache with a fever and a sore throat... horrible.. haven felt so horrible... probably cos emotionally i feel very wrecked too so it just adds on to my misery.. as the saying goes "misery loves company" =(
i shall end this entry here, cos its a nice entry... the next one isn't so pleasant... so, toodles.. =)
missing u loads Mr. TLC =)
9:20 PM
Monday, June 04, 2007
What a lifeokie... the testing entry worked.. yipee... so here comes the serious stuff..
My life sux... totally, absolutely, no doubt about it sux... nothing makes sense in my life rite now and things dun seem to be moving towards the positive direction.. dam... i doubt things can get worse, but hey, i have been wrong before and i can bet that i might be wrong again..
haiz.. i want to shout, to scream, to cry, to whine, to burst out... in general, i just have alot of emotions ranging in this fat body of mine and i dun know how much more i can take... HAIZ....
God (in a general term, since i dun believe in IT anymore), HELP!!!!
on a positive note, i had a blast when my dear old cousin men came to Singapore for a short vacation before his main one in Phuket... lucky fellow... i too have graduated yet i am still stuck in Singapore... darn..
anyway, played host for two of his 3 days here in Singapore... also got the opportunity to intro Mr. TLC to him... hahaha.. and the verdict... i have my cousin's utmost approval... yipee... it was great that they got along.. too great in fact that both of then started to gang up on me and started to insult me.. hmph... but oh well, it was fun...
brought him to alot of places in a short span of 4 hours.. pretty proud of myself for being such a great host and tour guide... lol.. lets see our itinerary:
Met at Bugis MRT station
had lunch at Pasta Mania, followed by tour of Bugis Village where he got a bag at a very god price... we then had two rounds of Mario Kart
walked to Raffles City where we just passed through
Went to City link and had Gelare
Went to Esplanade for some sight seeing followed by a trip to the Merlion..
Walked back to city link and headed to Suntec City where the idiot actually bought a headphone for 130 bucks.. siao...
then headed to Candy Empire at Millennium Walk
Headed to Marina Square for some light shopping
day ended with a nice and filling dinner at Imperial kitchen and he took the bus back with Mr. TLC
not bad rite... a rather extensive coverage of the city area.. lol... anyway, had loads of fun.. at time i wish i actually had cousins who stayed in Singapore.. some times i am rather envious of my friends who are too busy to meet me as they have plans with their relatives... so those who have this pleasure, dun take it for granted k?
of cos, before his timely arrival, i had 4 wonderful days with Mr. TLC and my two younger siblings... which suddenly seems long long ago after what happen today.. well, that shall b another entry ba..
pics..
the dude
our desert
the cuz
Mr. TLC tot the pics look as if we were a couple.. lol... he got jealous of the neoprints we took too.. which will have to wait till i can find a scanner.. Mr. TLC was wondering why we (me and Mr. TLC) dun have as many cute posses.. lol.. looks like u do have acting cute abilities cuz... lol.. pass...
anyway, there are more pics in his camera.. so will have till wait till he gets backs to Malyasia... i realise we din take a grp pic.. dam.. oh well, another time... =)
some more pics to make Mr. TLC doesn get to eat vinegar... lol..
me and Mr. TLC =)
Created by urs truly and is currently the desktop pic of Mr. TLC and my computer
toodles for now =)
如果可以，我愿意不要想。。 如果可以，我也想原谅你。。 但是，到此维持，我还不能。。 对不起。。 你最倒霉是有我当你的。。。请不要在逼我了。。 要不然，我真的会崩溃的。。
(for those who understand, good for u.. if u dun, too bad.. dun pester me for details)
8:47 AM
New and Improved
yipee... a new skin, a new outlook, new life?? lol.. i wish... anyway, was getting tired of the old one... quite troublesome to keep clicking different parts to view different areas.. so decided that its time for change... and a change to something more convenient too.. hee heee..
the only problem is that i cant seem to add the archive part to view my past entries.. dam... oh well, will firgure it out sooner or later ba.. so let me apologise first if u cant see the older entires.. bear with me =)
yeah yeah... the whole dam skin is PINK... lol... so unlike me and my previous skins which were all black.. lol... but well, the main area is black and the words are in white... so yeah.. its nice.. lol... plus, there is music now... sweet love music...
been looking for this song.. if u noticed my previous entry... my dear Mr. TLC did the honours of making me a happier gf by finding the song for me... thanks bao bei!!! its a super nice and meaningful song.. and it was used in a very nice serial... Mars Vs Venus.. superb show man... hahaha... alot of insight to my life... loads of lessons to learn from too...
anyway, this is a testing post... need to make sure that i can post entries or else it would be rather pointless to have a new skin rite.. hahaha... so stay tune... enjoy the song =)
Ywill you fufill my dream this summer?
1:31 AM
ShopMania: A very stressful game
Burger Rush: A stressful game for Bf (dun understand y though..lol)
Burger Island: Very fun game of making burgers
Diner Dash 2: Can find this game anywhere and everywhere
